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actually, in new year's eve is nothing special. just another day, if you don't make it special. like your birthday. you feel the same if you don't go to a party.
 and i say the truth: i don't like new year's eve. the firework is everywhere, and it's really depressing - not just for the animals. (or maybe i'm an animal, too? who knows.) until now i didn't feel anything in new year's eve. it was like another party where i went with my friends. but yesterday/today was different. i relieved when the clock struck twelve. i don't know, maybe i'm not the same like last year, and that's why i felt it.
 however that's the point: i'm not the same. i changed. like everyone around me. i thought that's not good, but now i think it's great and horrible, in the same time. little bit strange.

happy new year's to everyone. i'm sorry if i was a jerk last year. don't worry! this year i will be, too. i promise.